I had to, but I couldn’t.

Somewhere I could feel myself go numb and I knew it would only get uncontrollable.

As I looked at you I realized I couldn’t find peace in not telling you what each second meant to me. If I couldn’t go past a day with just the thought of not having to love you, I can’t imagine a lifetime living a barren life of torture.

For there are no reasons why I love you. I just do.